I am currently reading Julia Cameron’s THE ARTIST’S WAY. I have read other books by Julia Cameron and I really like the things she has to say. She’s been there, done that as far as writing is concerned and I have come to trust her. I find it difficult to do EVERYTHING she suggests in her books, but I do find that the things I have done that she recommends are very beneficial for my art–Writing.
I love to write–as I have shared in this blog already. It is as much a part of me as breathing. (As is reading, so you may be able to imagine how difficult this week already is and I’m only on the 2nd day of Reading Deprivation!) I HAVE to write. I love writing for myself (journaling). I love writing my blogs–this one and my “Joy Regardless” blog (link to that one is available at the top of the screen) whether anyone reads them or not. The fact that people are reading them excites me, but humbles me as well. (Thank you.) I love doing the writing I do for my job as an English instructor (assignments, emails, proposals, etc., etc., etc.). I simply love to write.
The problem, though, is that while I have a dream of being a PUBLISHED writer, I find myself stuck in that regard. I have written several books–mostly during NaNoWriMo (November), but I have never done anything with them. I know that my serial-killing-teacher story is one that is worth revising and attempting to publish and I know that my Memoir is also one that NEEDS to be revised and shopped for a publisher. But instead of doing anything about getting them published, they are languishing on my laptop, getting “dusty” from lack of use.
So in an attempt to jump-start my publishing career, I have turned to Julia Cameron’s THE ARTIST’S WAY to help me get motivated. She is a great motivator. But I am finding her “suggestion” of Reading Deprivation to be one that makes me want to punch out the lights of anyone who comes near me! I started it last night and I yelled at my husband and son because I couldn’t find something my husband misplaced–even though I was sure I knew where he had put it!
But I want to give it a shot. Julia Cameron talks about in week 4, how
“If you feel stuck in your life or in your art, few jump starts are more effective than a week of reading deprivation. . . .Reading deprivation casts us into our inner silence, a space some of us begin to immediately fill [sic–split infinitive] with new words–long, gossipy conversations, television bingeing, the radio as a constant, chatty companion. We often cannot hear our own inner voice, the voice of our artist’s inspiration, above the static. In practicing reading deprivation, we need to cast a watchful eye on these other pollutants. They poison the well.
If we monitor the inflow and keep it to a minimum, we will be rewarded for our reading deprivation with embarrassing speed. Our reward will be a new outflow” (87).
In doing this Reading “Fast” or Reading deprivation, for 7 days, I will also have to give up a lot of my computer time because so much of the reading that I do is online–Facebook, emails, blogs, etc. As an English Instructor, a week’s worth of Reading Deprivation is impossible completely because I will still need to check my school emails periodically throughout the week for important work emails–from my boss, other co-workers, and especially important emails from students. I have created an automatic out-going message, though, for all my email accounts that state that I am doing this week of Reading Deprivation and have asked that if they need me either to come see me or call me instead of email me.
I have also sent out an announcement/email to all of my students letting them know that I am doing a week of Reading Deprivation, but that does not mean I am unavailable to them. Again, I told them that if they need me, either come see me or call me.
Reading deprivation also means NO READING WHILE I AM IN THE BATHROOM. I can’t even begin to explain to you how very difficult this one is going to be! Even when I only need to be quick, I will read at least a paragraph when I go to the bathroom! I have been reading on the toilet since I was old enough to hold a book–and knew how to read! If I cheat on my reading “fast” this week, it will be during a bathroom visit, I’m sure!
Julia, I sure hope your suggestions in THE ARTIST’S WAY, including and especially this whole week of Reading Deprivation work and that I will begin to see and feel results in my creative life!!!!! I know that I am meant to do more with my writing than just write for myself, so here goes nothing at finding a way to dream and dream big!!!! 🙂